Tuesday, December 14, 2010

jealousy.

Jealousy is a reactionary emotion so by its very nature it has a reason. Jealousy is a very natural and normal emotional response to a perceived threat. Getting jealous is not necessarily bad. Problems arise when your jealousy gets unmanageable and your behaviours get out of control.

Jealousy is a form of anger brought on by a fear of loss. Controlling jealousy is very much like controlling anger. When you feel yourself growing jealous the first thing you must do is calm down. Take some deep breaths, try to relax and then take an honest look at the situation.

:- advice, the world wide web.

believe me.i am jealous and i'm controlling it.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

kahwin

pergh machaaa.being a wedding photographer, somehow memang aku tersangkut dengan perasaan nak kahwin. sronok kot bai tgk orang kahwin, takut pon ada gak.duit lagi, nak duduk mana lepaih kahwin lagi, nak sara bini lagi.perghh perghh perghh.


takpa, InsyaAllah.
kita usaha sama sama.hang, dia, kakak, abang, pakcik, makcik.

ok aku dah merepek.bai.

Monday, November 22, 2010

i am being vulnerable

oh yes i am.

we all do.

Friday, November 12, 2010

betui,masa ni aku tgh bosan gila!

hasil persembangan aku dengan seekor bot via ym.

arleencarlyle3819: KATiE BABY
irwan: apa lagi hang mauu
arleencarlyle3819: Hello there.. My name is Kat.. Got ur ID through Messenger Directory
irwan: hang dah bitau dah kan semalamm
arleencarlyle3819: I love chatting with new people.. Would you like to chat today? Where are you from?
irwan: tu pun hang dah habaq dah kemarin,aku sepuk satg deni haaa haaa haaaa
arleencarlyle3819: Nice Im 21 years old i'm going to school in Florida.. Can i ask you a question?
irwan: aku mai dari bayan baru,pulau pinang.
irwan: apa dia nak tanya?
arleencarlyle3819: Do you like big booty girls with big tits? lol seriously cuz thats what ppl tell me i have..Is that too much for you to handle?
irwan: astaghfirullahhalazimmm. mengucap wey mengucap.apa dia soalan hang ni, malu aku tau.
arleencarlyle3819: so yea i'm lonely would you like to have some kinky fun? Would you like to see me?
irwan: takmaulah.ish.teruk hang ni.aku kat ofis ni.kalau orang lain nampak macam mana?
arleencarlyle3819: ok but i have no pictures on my laptop.. but i have a video camera that came with it
irwan: dan dan tadak gambaq,blah la ang pentipu,aku tak pecaya.
arleencarlyle3819: lol ok goto http://www.acceptinvite.com/am8ds and we can go 1 on 1 chat. Just accept the invite on the page baby
irwan: boo
irwan: you suckk
irwan: tamau click.
irwan: bodo
irwan: budak boodoo

ok tu je.pehtu aku dah malaih layan dia dah. asyik cakap benda yang sama ja.booorinng.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

intervention

i was trying to do the right thing.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

asdasdasdasnjnijiloveyoumkasmdasjndasb

From and including : Sunday, 18 July 2010
To and including: Wednesday, 13 October 2010

It is 88 days from the start date to the end date.

Or 2 months, 26 days

Alternative time units:

7,603,200 seconds
126,720 minutes
2112 hours
12 weeks

i love you nisa. <3

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

let me talk. let me

bigger responsibility.











*menari sotong*

Thursday, October 7, 2010

sigh

dah tak selalu update blog.


but Im still here.
cheers!

Monday, September 6, 2010

so what's the deal now?

in the verge of making decision.


pfft.
never good at this.

Monday, July 26, 2010

FML

for god sake, stop saying FML.

I dont know why, aku tak suka sunggoh orang dok guna phrase FML ni.

bersyukur la woi.

hehs.